Gods Plans For Me

Sunday August29/2004
God has not shown his plans for me yet so I have started to go to
church, and meet some new people while I wait.

Monday August 30/2004
I awoke this morning to over all pain in my body
the arthritis is taking its toll on my joints. But I still feel that it is just a small amount of
discomfort to what Jesus has every day of his life absorbing all of mankind's sins,
hopefully I can get through this day by not adding a sin to Jesus shoulders

Thursday Sept 02/2004
"Alone" is a big word
Know him is to Love Him,
Love Him is to Trust Him,
Trust Him is to be with him.

My heart was heavy today, depression and sadness sets in, to see one hurting,
lashing out with sword and staff, to punish and blame, I ponder the thought why was I keep here
what is my purpose, to feel sorry, pain, despair ??? I'm happy Jesus doesn't
act like this there would be a lot of lonely people, and again I FORGIVE,
to make someone happy, flowers seemed not to work.

An old saying from when I was a kid
STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES
BUT NAMES WILL NEVER HURT ME

Friday Sept 03/2004
Out of Siberia comes the Blue Light in the last part of the year 200 4to7
The feeling of despair and death, the heavens open up
The 3rd anti Christ strikes at the heart of the once proud race
All the young flock is at danger, rise up and push out this one from Mankind
his heart and soul is black as coal, no mercy from this one, that walks the land

Friday Sept 17/2004
Met someone who I was nice to and stabbed me in the back
went out of my way to help and found out sometimes no mater how hard your try to help
they still are not happy, I forgive this person for there ignorance of life, and man kind and hope they see the
the lord and experience the peace. I will say a prayer for them.

Saturday Sept 18/ 2004
This is a very special day, my wife's birthday today
39 and holding as she says, She has saw me in my low times and my high times
my sad times and my happy times, there are only 2 Pure Loves in my life, God and her
and I hope I'm with booth of them for the next 1000 years, they booth make my life worth living
they booth bring Joy to me, Lorraine is a pure at heart, and for if anyone hurts this pure heart,
hope God does not see you do it.

Sept 21/2004
This day is filled with JOY , I Have good friend, her name was "mow"
she has been by my side keeping me company day and night while I heal
as you can put together she is my favorite golden tabby cat, Here is a Picture of her
many days of friendship left, thank you God for bringing her back.

Met some new friends today at Fellowship meeting,
One in particular I have to get to know better "Barry" is his name
For Barry seams special in some way and
Posses the purity of heart that the LORD looks for
I have to wait and see what is to come of this meeting.

Oct 5/2004
forgive us our trespasses as we
forgive those who trespass against us.
I forgave a person today
In Jesus's Name,

My Prayer
Dear GOD have mercy on all who come before you,
give strength to all to spread you word,
When all hope and despair seems to weigh down the world ,
Your kindness and forgiveness guides us in the right direction.
lord we follow with your book of teaching,
taught by your only begotten son Jesus
Lord forgive the worlds sins and show us the way to salvation
For one mans salvation is the start of the worlds salvation
My soul bursts of your words in ways I don't understand
guide me Lord and I will follow

In Jesus's Name,

Oct 6/04
Jesus said teach one man to fish and he will feed the masses
In the same paradox save one soul and save the masses,
The pain of the one is just as important as the pain of the masses
for if you free one from the chains of satin,
That one will free 2,and that 2 will free 4, and that 4 will free 16,
So Don't turn your ear on the one that could save the masses
for sometimes the one that cry's out the loudest is the not one that is in need the worst
10 years ago I sat and had lunch with a friend (John Bians)
His cry's were silent, and I didn't see his despair, I could not see the obscure sighs,
7 pm that night he was gone, Suicide struck its ugly head,
Next time I hope I can see the sighs before its too late.

Oct 7/04
The Lord fills my heart today as I work on the web page for Wiarton Salvation Army Corps
I have to talk to Marry Millar our spiritual leader to get more information to put on the
page. For her guidance in this mater will make this one of the Holeyest pages around.
Jesus bless this page and make it spread the word to every corner of this world,
for there are so many that need to feel the holy spirit, that may not be able to attend church.
I will list the web page when it is completed.

I, Lorraine Lavallee, take you Kevin Browne, to be my wedded husband.
To have and to hold, from this day forward,
for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health,
to love and to cherish, 'till death do us part. And hereto I pledge you my faithfulness.

My word was spoken that day and never will it be broken, Kevin Browne
God blessed that day and the angels shone for all to see.

Oct 9/ 04
Today at Our Fellowship meeting a message I heard
Do all people practice the word of the Bible ?
Every person is born of a week foundation of faith
And foundation is reinforced and strengthened up by the
Reading of the Bible and fellowship till the foundation is rock solid .

Foot Prints
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times of his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it.
"LORD, You said that once I decided to follow you,
You would walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the
most troublesome times of my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed You most You would leave me".

The LORD replied, "My son, My precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you.
~Author Unknown~

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
and the wisdom to know the difference.

Oct 10/2004
Sometimes the unselfish can touch a soul in distress,
and guide in ways undetected by mortal men,
The rewards that Jesus gives, may be unnoticed by many,
But your achievements are noticed by all.
We know what you have done, the Lord knows too.

Short Thanksgiving Prayer
I give thanks for all the food I have,
And tears for the hungry that have not.
I live in a world that the rich have all,
And the poor have little to none.
Wouldn't it be nice to see a world,
Where all of Gods children are the same.

Oct 11/2004
As you see by the background of the page,

the earth was barren,
And void of all life,
Press the button above to see today.

Oct 12/04
To Be Reborn
Its hard to describe the feeling,
a smile it brings, sometimes a tear.
It compels me to help others, it is worse than an addiction,
I want to talk about it all the time, The young and defenseless,
The sick and injured, The old and worn out,
You can hide behind me, You will Find Protection,
Trust in Jesus, and Jesus will fill your heart.
For your heart and soul must be given to Jesus freely and wholly.
Then you will feel the Peace within.
God Bless all that have felt the Peace.
For God created all of us in his image.

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The Lord sees all
So open your eyes and see all that he has created,
The Lord feels all
Reach out and touch those in need,
The Lord hears all
Speak out and he will hear you from anywhere,
For those who asks shall receive his Love and Grace,
The Almighty God is always on call.

Sorry for a long time away from writing but I have be really busy doing Gods work
which seems never to be done, like I said ,when the page for the Salvation Army was ready
I would list it here http://www.salarmywiarton.org GOD BLESS ALL

On Nov 19 I'm Going to CanStruction show in Toronto, The Idea of CanStruction
is to build a sculpture made of cans of food. After the competition is done all
the food gathered is put to the Salvation Army Food Bank, what an awesome way to gather food.

Today I was Confronted with a remark that stopped me dead in my tracks for a moment,
The remark was I'm older than you, and I have been a Christian longer than you.
That got me thinking, And lead me to say all Christians are equal, but some have more
Theology on the matter, I asked a few of my new friends the loaded question, Who is the better
Christian and there response was all Christians are equal,
It was nice to know that I was not the only one who thought this way.
so My message for Today is Do You Think All Christians are Equal.

If you are week or sick touch the heart,
If you or someone you know have pain touch the heart,
If you have sorrow and grief touch the heart,
If you need help and spiritual guidance touch the heart,
For the Heart represents the body of Christ,
Jesus Prays for Your Salvation,
Don't be afraid to touch and feel.

It has been a few busy days helping with Christmas needs,
which can be very stressful to a lot of people, Stood in the rain
to take a few Pictures of the Wiarton Santa Parade, and it felt good.
Heard Larrys testimonial and I was moved, the Lord works in mysterious ways,
but always seems to get the job done at the right time and right place.
I' am volunteering my services more and more, while I wait for Gods directions.

This is the first entry of 2005, and it has been a very busy year in 2004.
I have meet a whole bunch of New Friends and Lost 2 friends.
God has sent a few tests and one of them has been how I can recognized the True Christians
From Just Religious people that say they are Born Again Christians, For Born Again Christians
Is Gods way to live and to live the rules of God, Not just a fleeting thought and whim.
For I am a sinner and was reborn a Christian so now the rules of God apply to my life.
Now I question my self on my 2 friends that have sinned, are they reborn or just words.

forgive us our trespasses as we
forgive those who trespass against us.
I forgave them today

On this day March 22, 2005., I am very sadden to hear
that the fate of Terry Schivao has
been sealed by our courts which represent the public of this world.
Terry being a person that was left in a vegetative state
but not brain dead. Her feeding tube was pulled out and she was
left to die a barbaric death, of no food or drink, Would Jesus have did this, did Jesus teach people to do this, No, We would not even do this to a blind, death, worm that lives on basic instinct. Lord I lift up Terry Schivao and her family,
for Terry's basic rights of a human being have been violated to life.
and a precedence has been set that Mankind can play GOD

The Highest Glory and Sacrifice is to Submit and
Accept Jesus as your Doorway to Heaven and Salvation
Jesus's Love is the Strongest in the Universe,
He Gave his Life to Cleanse the Sins of All
and Arose Again to Guide Us for Ever
Praise God, Jesus, and The Holy Ghost

The tree farmer planted 100 small pine seedlings 10 feet apart on his
small piece of land, the seedlings grew up to large trees over 25 years
Fierce the north cold winds blew hard and Long
Strong they where together as one. On the 26th year the tree farmer,
come along and thinned out the full grown healthy pines, Only leaving 6
standing loose, again the Fierce the north cold winds blew hard and Long
and the six pines blew to the ground.
As like Christian as they grow you must plant the seeds far enough apart to
let the Holy Spirit grow strong enough to withstand Satin's temptations

Today I'm Writing from my heart,
2 dear friends of mine, sisters they are,
they fight from time to time, there dad passed a few days ago
and I see a big tear in there family,
even if you hate what someone has done,
The Lords Prayer says it All
"forgive us our trespasses as we
forgive those who trespass against us."
for grieving is natural,
but to grieve does not Agree with what someone has done.

The Parable of the Wedding Banquet

Matthew 22 v1-14

¹Jesus spoke to them again in parables, saying: ²"The kingdom of heaven is like a king who prepared a wedding banquet for his son. ³He sent his servants to those who had been invited to the banquet to tell them to come, but they refused to come.

⁴"Then he sent some more servants and said, 'Tell those who have been invited that I have prepared my dinner: My oxen and fattened cattle have been butchered, and everything is ready. Come to the wedding banquet.'

⁵"But they paid no attention and went off—one to his field, another to his business. ⁶The rest seized his servants, mistreated them and killed them. ⁷The king was enraged. He sent his army and destroyed those murderers and burned their city.

⁸"Then he said to his servants, 'The wedding banquet is ready, but those I invited did not deserve to come. ⁹Go to the street corners and invite to the banquet anyone you find.' ¹⁰So the servants went out into the streets and gathered all the people they could find, both good and bad, and the wedding hall was filled with guests.

¹¹"But when the king came in to see the guests, he noticed a man there who was not wearing wedding clothes. ¹²'Friend,' he asked, 'how did you get in here without wedding clothes?' The man was speechless.

¹³"Then the king told the attendants, 'Tie him hand and foot, and throw him outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

Hurricane Katrina struck the southern states and the lost of life was heavy,
the damage to property and land was so severe that almost all of New Orleans has to be evacuated
I will say an extra prayer for all the people, hoping the rebuilding is fast and painless,
I'm lucky that we do not live in an area of the country with severe storms like that.
Its pretty safe here in southern Canada,
And one thing sticks in my mind is the colored man that said he lost his wife to the floods,
for I never saw his color just his pain of loosing his wife and thinking,
how easy that could have been my wife missing and how would I feel,
for disaster hits all races and religions and we must pull together and
rebuilt the lives of the survivors

You can help someone to the lord with out saying one word,
Its called Silent Preaching, Jesus Sometimes used this technique,
Teaching people the word with out saying a word,
Great Holy Men and Preachers us this all the time.
Like a Picture is worth a thousand words,
Your action's can teach the word,
You First have to know Jesus , to speak his words.
And then Jesus's words will speak freely,
When you have a relationship with him,
And as in the marriage relationship to your spouse,
Your Love for Jesus grows stronger, By the minute.

The Parable of the Wedding Banquet Matthew 22 v1-14

The Parable of the Wedding Banquet

Matthew 22 v1-14